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Adeline Shakespeare ">I lead a very sophisticated life but that's okay. I love poetry and riddles. Leave your footsteps here.
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Thursday, January 05, 2006 @ 2:50 AMI was so happy this morning.Not till i talked to Tamlyn about some really PERSONAL and PRIVATE stuff . :) :) and i started telling her stuff that i had kept it within myself. Hokays lahs, somepeople knows it too. But not much. :)) I woke up so early today. :/ bathed & head for school. today didnt get catch :D Stupid quek took my socks and shoelaces. that was yesterday, BUT HOW WAS I SUPPOSE TO WALK? BARE-FOOTED HUHS? :D so i brain-stormed abit and thought of using THICK STRINGS as a replacement for my shoeslaces. Sadly, there was only thin ones. so NO CHOICE, i just took some weird dirty strings and put them on. sheeeeshhh, i look so weird! unique too! :D anyways, i was nominated as secretory yesterday. abit dumb but hokays lah. i hope its fun :) ms woo asked if i like being a maths rep more or english. LIKE DUH, of course its maths! :D sadly, i cant choose two and ms tan asked first. i can make a choice. but it would sad. :(( yesyes, i want to be with ms woo! haha. So had height and weight for P.E. I realised the new teacher is SLOW like a tortoise can? : pfft, he pissed me off. was rushing him! but he just took my height and say " no time already!" thanks to him, couldnt know how much fatter ive grown! ahahas. :D anyways, i shrinked i think. BOOOOS! :) it's hokays lah. im tall anyways, so it doesnt really matter! its good though,cause im scared i will make others jealous! :D hoho, so cruel! pardon me, teehees. so had gym! King quek came and the slaves all kneeled down and greeted him. "greetings, quek" ! :D so lame! anyways, he so scary lah! everytime come only want to make me cry, almost made me cry yesterday. and today he is doing it again! :((( MEANIE BEANIE! :D hehs, he is a BEAN. A FAT ONE! HAHA :) but my eyes told me he had slim down alot. Perhaps he took X-treme? WOOOTS. thats effective then! so stumulating can? :D Suddenly, my passion for gymnastic had returned :) you can say its good. but bad too, i will not concentrate on my studies thus neglecting my studies! resulting in terrible terrible marks. : i wish im as hardworking as eileen :) And motivated but well. if i do homework my parents will think im pretnding to be guai which they think its gross. so why bother study when you can computer and not get scolded? :D WOOOOOOOOTS, i realised hipHOP AND CHEERLEADING ARE SEXAAYYYYYYEEE :D they are fucking skinny! like bamboo! so jealous can! pffts :/ i want body like theirs. instead of fats filling my tummy! HEHS :D today went home ALONE. :) and thought about how life was like last-time when i had AT LEAST a company. :( sighs. even if i dont have eileen, tracey , dora or anyone else. aahahahs, perhaps i thought too much. And yes, i was engulfed by regretions. is engulfed the right word? im not sure! IM REGRETTING SO BADLYY :( why did i did those foolish and so unsensible things previously? ended everything without any consideration. perhaps im just immature and childish? and to think i didnt like him no more. my feelings are so unstable. and i feel so dumb..sooo sooo dumbb. :( wait till he finds other gfs! im just gonna get jealous and act like im SO hokay with it. when im practically NOT! whatsup with me? i feel so selfish. im secondary two but so not sensible! :( I cherish things after i lost them. what kinda attitude is that? i suddenly so hate myself. i didnt hear other parts of the story and made the first move. :( stupid me, but well. There's a theory that says, "whats done cant be undone". i just gotta tolerate and bear with this toughest moment . & i hope the feeling there, apparently with me will be gone in a mist of time. maybe i just need time to forget you. and also, without any friends telling me how great you are. I KNOW HE IS, haha. :) im so nice hokays bye! i just gotta say, i still really like you :)))) hope nobody is reading my blog :) |